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money is running out fast as usual hahaz...
Crossfire II 4d air is lyk a dream as i think about it
unless i get a job ...
dun even know if i can go in shatec ...

family have some problem gg on wif my sis n dad ...
damn it man ...
y cant my father be a better father lyk everyone else ...
love him or hate him ?
dun feel any ...
it feel though he dun really exist ...

haiiz ...
why cant my family be better ...
my mother is always frustrated by all this , more than me ...
but still i love this family because
i have a wonderful mother,brother and a sister ...
my father once say that he will buy me a laptop but its all nth but a lie...

i felt that i dun need a father man ...
but ... i wont be in this world without him ...
sucks man
all this year din recieve any bday gift from him
bet he dun even know my bday ...

since young my mother is the only one taking care of me ...
whenever i see other ppl father being so nice to their kids ,
i will think that my dad dun exist ...
maybe this is what they call '死心'towards my dad ...

whenever he come home
i will jus call him and ignore him alr ...
the only time i talk to him is to get $ from him...

however i still pray that one day he can be a good father ...
but still in the end i have a wonderful family except for the father part ...

i dun really understand why i m blogging this
but i just felt lyk it
i do wat i wan and wat i lyk since this is my blog ...
lolz
hope i wont be emo after this holiday

by having a happy face doesn't mean
being happy...
being high doesn't mean no stress
appearance doesn't show out one heart ...