Oh man ...
what the beep wrong with me man ?
why am i so "moody" and is always for that 2-3 hrs when i at home ...
things have been running though my mind ..
felt useless cant do alot of things ... cant help so many ppl who are around me ...
useless...

hah jus play finish game n chatted with friends
now "mood" is back ...

i thought i could do a certain thing well cuz i practice on it
but others just always do better than me on their 1st try ....

lolz feeling kind of gt attack by satan huh ?
落井下石 man...
tempted to buy this buy that , do this do that ...
failed a couple of times >.< though
have'nt been doing my time with God alone ...

its so true that the closer we are to God
the more satan hate us ...
an example :we don't usually pray and read bible daily but than when u suddenly do it
for a day or two , on the third day u feel like doing it but than for some reason u forgt to do or din do it ... fourth day u wanna do it again but u din do again , slowly u dun have e urge to do it ...

on the brighter side friends are still gd
glad to see Clinton,Rayner,Sean and Aj again
hahaz ...