All that i want to say/ask you...

why can't we be normal friends after our breakup ?
It just feel so weird not talking to you...

i know or rather guess that you might think i am just trying to play around with your feelings
by talking to you after sometimes every once in awhile....

i seriously hope to treat you like my friend once again... but it seems like you won't let me.
Even if we can't be couple now i hope that i can still talk to you,text you and hang out with you like friends...

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Additional stuff you readers might wanna know about how i feel for her... a certain special girl...
but this is written for her... hah! words that i dun not dare speak to her about
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Ha... you know what ? All this time i figue, that i am unable to move on... i had crushes but those are like 3min thing. Those "crush feelings" is... just a get away for me or so i thought.....

I can't help to feel jealous whenever i see you texting someone who is not me nowadays, although im in no position to be ...

Everytime i see you, you give me a face which makes me unable to approach you.
I mean i know you feel awkard talking to me, but i wonder what are you awkard about ? we can work things out you know ? =/ you see, if u don't talk to me, we can't really work things out...
or rather maybe you really want to forgo this friendship with me...
I'm guessing if you are single now still.. The thought of you being in a r/s with others mess my mind up big time... but i would... will be happy for you for you have found someone...

Trust me this last once...

If you were to ask me the question " do you still have feelings for me ? i would not say "abit" i would be bold and say "yes!" i seriously regret that i left you, i should'nt had.
If there is a start again , i would not let you go. i would confine in you every single things i had gone thru be it bad or good...
i guess you thats nothing but a daydream... no... it is... a day dream...



i wonder if you read my blog still.... =')
if you do... i hope u will drop me a msg... haha which i dont think i will be getting it...