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Off away {Monday, November 17, 2008 , 8:46 PM} hey yo ppl time to go chalet =) cya on thurs =) thx u =) { , 9:48 AM} hey girl wanna thx u i feeling all better now =) thx for ur 'entertainment' yup i still lyk u =) listen ear = blog { , 12:11 AM} stress lyk shit man ... although i think other ppl have bigger problems... $ issues ... family issues ... a smiling face hide a stressful heart ... i really wonder why is my dad lyk tat while other ppl dad is always there for em ... to those who dunno my dad n mum is divorce and my mum dun wan really want ppl to know tat ... reason of divorce: !? my dad !! all this time i have been a S.O always spending spending spending and my mum keep giving me ... my dad had nv gave me $ until this yr .. which i shuld be thankful but he promise my mum tat he will pay my shatec fee which is a lie again since young he have been telling me tons of lies ... eg. whn u(me) get to sec sch i buy u a laptop buy this for me ... buy that for me ... all this have been empty promise ... basket ... to those who read this pls dun say it infront of my fam... is ok to ask me all this if u are curious whn alone wif me ... but doubt there will be any one reading this... nov is a big month for alot ppl 3 bday for ppl at sch ( my sch cliques) 2 bday for ppl at church ( cliques ) 1 bday for my sis ... total up 7 bday ... sry i haven give any of u a present yet ... promise tat i will give u all a belated ... sux man i really hope i can stop spending money unnecessarily money management i fail as a waste mayb i shuld call myself a 'bai jia zi' ... watever how u spell it ... everytink is jus coming in too fast $10 to survive at downtown for 3 days ? how man ... ? really have to ask God for help i nt gg to burrow from any of my frens cuz i feel lyk a beggar if i do so and i HATE IT ! hahaz gg mad alr n jus found out tat my phone button spoil GREAT!!! problems problems n MORE PROBLEMS !!! sry ppl if i had been a jerk lately or i m always one ... need to cool off a little .. lucky i have 3 days to do so tears have been shear ... who say a guy cant shear tears ... hopefully aft e chalet i will be better ... God i m sry ... i tink i fail as a prayer warrior this week haven been praying ... |
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