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content, am i? {Sunday, March 20, 2011 , 6:37 AM} We all should be content with what we have, content that who we are... Are we ? Most of the time not, as we see new things and we wanna get them, why ? Simply because others have it ! Well truth be told. i should be content right ? well i finally get to text with her yet again but i feel i m not important to her as in the past... Am i being selfish ? Texting her and expecting her to reply? i guess she is trying her best to reply me and i think she is still awkard about it. thats why her reply seems so "fu yan" =/ She isn't my girlfriend or any thing like so, but i told her that i would wait for her... till she is 18 a age able to be in a "courtship". I won't know/don't know if she would to accept me again, she didnt promise me that she would accept me once she turn 18... I guess you might wonder what do i like/love about you right ? well i don't know it too, its just that whenever i see you, i just feel so... argh i don't know how to express in words... but when ever i see your beautiful eyes and you smiles, it just melt my heart ! haha! it can cheer me up for that 1 or 2sec too... Hey if you are reading this, haha i am sorry for being selfish... but i guess that you are still feeling awkard texting me ain't you ? =( well i always feel like talking to you but i am just worry that you would find me irritating or something... which sort of stop me for texting you always, the best i can control myself is just to text you once aday... =D |
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