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FML {Friday, July 29, 2011 , 11:32 AM} Seriously FML! I sucks at my career, I sucks at sports, I sucks at education. Can't even pass BASIC theory test.
Cant at a lot more, sucks at almost everything! FML ! I dun deserve her. I dun deserve so much things! I should just FUCK OFF AND DIE! work life as usual. {Tuesday, April 26, 2011 , 9:39 AM} Hey ppl! I wonder if u still do read my blog! Well I'm happy now adays, man power have increase to the former glory! But still lack 2more though... Haha at least we dun have so much workload now..
Hmm I wonder how are things on your side? Looks like you are being busy again huh? :) I guess I can understand being busy... All the best in your studies man!
Interns is ending soon!!!! title-less {Saturday, April 2, 2011 , 9:32 AM} yay hay ! i'm a happy man now! although work is demoralizing... i know you are here ! =) May God continue to guide me and point me to the direction that i seek! i hope that you are also praying~ ;) Nights ! i need to slp now! waking up in 5.5hrs! a milestone... {Tuesday, March 29, 2011 , 9:20 PM} heys been awhile since i last posted, recently work have been hellish, work 12 hr straight wout breaks and the only meal i had is a few slices of pizza with only cheese and tomato sauce as a topping... wow.... however, when i recieve that sms from her, i was refresh ! happy that she took the trouble to txt me when im super bz and no time to txt her ! =) well i know u are reading this, i m indeed very happy about that. Every little details matters ! =D i have much to share with you but i assume internet isnt the best place to.. just hope that we are able to go out tgt soon =). BTT is today at 2pm, a hr and half till then... Pray that i will pass losing it {Thursday, March 24, 2011 , 5:14 PM} Dang ! i'm losing it soon ! My insanity that is, losing my passion like a tap water now a days. Seriously i don't get it, if we are low in man power, why not just hired more staff so that the current staff wont have to suffer ?! Break time used to be 3 hours/1 hours depending on Splitshift/Mid,Closing shift. Now it is like 40min/20min. Why you ask ? because of that damn workload we have ! Mis en place is one thing, holding the line is yet another. Even at 3pm, a time for mis en place there are still customers flying in... I just feel so tired, 1 rest day doesnt work. More of my colleges are leaving now... Manpower is further reduce. Question that have been in my head, will i 1st blow up or will i hang on till the end ? Currently to put the situation in a easier term, i am on a sinking ship with life boat and floats disappearing... Funny... it is.. i have so many friends yet i m not able to share this with any.. maybe i just don't have the chance to.. i felt like sharing it w a certain someone, but isnt it weird that in a random time you recieve a sms which says " hey i m feeling emo now, my work blah blah blah..." ? oh well im just not good with my words. cheer up! {Monday, March 21, 2011 , 8:56 AM} heys i have no idea why are you disappointed, but well whatever you are going thru, i will be here for you alright ? =) my ear is here to listen to what you wanna say, my mouth will try to speak words of comfort, my arms are here to hug you if you want, my legs are here if you wanna me to walk around with you. What ever it is i will be here ! but if you have something which you don't want others to know, i do hope that you will cheer up! falling down is part of life to strengthen one self getting up is the key of success for everytime you get up on yourself , you will learn not to make the same mistake twice. no pain no gain. sometimes we work hard for something yet not get what we hope for in the end, don't be too mindful about it ! humans might not see your effort but God will ! When other don't know how you feel God will ! for he is your God ! speak to him ! =) all i can say now is limited but i do hope that you will be encourage and cheer up after reading this ! " A cheerful heart is good medicine but a crushed spirit dries up the bone" Proverbs 17:22 Remember this verse ? You wrote it on the last card i receive from you ! =D whenever i'm sad i always refer to that card ! i hope this time you would be the one gaining happiness and gladness from it ! =) this post is specially dedicated to you! Cheers ! content, am i? {Sunday, March 20, 2011 , 6:37 AM} We all should be content with what we have, content that who we are... Are we ? Most of the time not, as we see new things and we wanna get them, why ? Simply because others have it ! Well truth be told. i should be content right ? well i finally get to text with her yet again but i feel i m not important to her as in the past... Am i being selfish ? Texting her and expecting her to reply? i guess she is trying her best to reply me and i think she is still awkard about it. thats why her reply seems so "fu yan" =/ She isn't my girlfriend or any thing like so, but i told her that i would wait for her... till she is 18 a age able to be in a "courtship". I won't know/don't know if she would to accept me again, she didnt promise me that she would accept me once she turn 18... I guess you might wonder what do i like/love about you right ? well i don't know it too, its just that whenever i see you, i just feel so... argh i don't know how to express in words... but when ever i see your beautiful eyes and you smiles, it just melt my heart ! haha! it can cheer me up for that 1 or 2sec too... Hey if you are reading this, haha i am sorry for being selfish... but i guess that you are still feeling awkard texting me ain't you ? =( well i always feel like talking to you but i am just worry that you would find me irritating or something... which sort of stop me for texting you always, the best i can control myself is just to text you once aday... =D |
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